Recently while cleaning i came upon the last present from HIM.I totally forgotten i ever received it.Then it hit me,i realised i really achieved closure.AMEN.It was no easy feat alright.Blogging about this means i’ve moved on and is ready to talk bout it.

Approximately a year and a half ago i was pretty bummed bout you know getting dumped LOL.I keep trying to figure out what happened and why.I thought it was my fault.Blaming myself and feeling bad about it.Friends would ask if i am okay and of course my pride doesn’t allow me to say no after getting dump.I’d put on my mask of HECK-CARE-HIS-JUST-AN-ASS but it would be nagging at me at the back of my mind.

Then i found out the REAL reason WHY.I guess i sorta the knew the actual reason but just unable or rather unwilling to accept it.I was in denial.I felt so stupid,so disapponted and felt like i was made a fool of.It took some time to sink in.The truth literally chew into my so-called pride and self-esteem.But, thanks to my friends i came to face it and finally achieved closure LOL

How i talk about closure in this post sounds like achieving INNER PEACE like in Kungfu Panda haha! Well the purpose of this post is to tell DUCKIE to buck up.Time DOES heal all wounds (: I know you will see closure SOON.Also i personally liked to thank all my kawan-kawan.Won’t put names.You know who you are.

Of course one teeny part of my size-of-a-fist heart will always belong to him.WHAT IFS still occur in me but its all GOOD (:

til my next heartbreak,

HAZELHAHXD

CONFESSION : *note ; not emo-ing

sometimes i’d purposely put up a bitchface around strangers

i dont know why

it just comes naturally

and i admit it is easier being a bitch than being the real me

its so much easier to stare-down-and-roll-my-eyes-and-smirk than smiling-with-my-teeth

i’m not saying i’m a queen bee but you get what i mean right

i’m thinking it might br because of my insecurity

thats why i give attitude

i can be mean when i want to

so dont push my buttons

or you’d get stung HARD

xoxo bitches,

HAZELHAHXD

more like i saw a spirit caught on a CCTV

and nope its not on youtube

i actually watched the whole recording in an actual shop with CCTV

so its like this...

the clip is caught on a motion-sensitive camera

whenever it senses a motion it'll light up

without any motion the camera only shows this

so....

it was around 8am in the morning

still dark downstairs of the shoplot which has no windows whatsoever

the lady boss who is my dad's friend suddenly say channel 5's CCTV light up

CCTV lights up=movement

but all she saw was like this glowing candle floating around

when the "candle" move into the coldroom [large refrigerator] the CCTV became dark again

few seconds later it light up again and the "candle" was floating around again

for the next few minutes the "candle" was just floating around

and also came pretty close to the CCTV a few times

the way i see it the "candle" look more like a glowing-lantern-whisker

by the way a lantern's whiskers looks like this

it was like swaying here and there

i was expecting to see a whole figure or something

but that would probably mean i'm gonna die soon right??

PLUS two days later the number of the shoplot came out in the TOTO

i asked the uncle why not put it up online?

he said people will probably say they made some effects which is pretty true

the thing is you dont have to believe me (:

but SEEING IS BELIEVING

when you see it for yourself then you'll know for real

then the SHIFU came

HE said its 2 malay male spirits

and this sort of spirits are the ones who was hung to death

whether or not its suicide i didnt ask LOL

when they decided to offer "clothes and food"

the spirits were gone or sorta left

as the owners are free thinkers they didnt do any rituals before starting their business

so thats why THEY were there

there you have it

SPIRITS DO EXIST IN THIS WORLD

 last but not least a gift for my readers (:

courtesy of the app HAUNTED FACE

BOO!

HAZELHAHXD